Well...my mood right now isn't too happy, due to certain things I choose not to talk about. I am excited that though, that I did get the #1 job I've wanted for a long time-OTC (Oriental Trading Center). Right now I'm going to be a seasonal CSA (Customer Service Assistant) from September to mid-December. But I do well with the job and I want to I can apply for an internal position and stay longer. I can't complain. I hope to have my black dodge ram that I've been wanting for the longest time. My first paycheck I already know that I'm going to pay 2 months worth of rent (that I owe), then the rest of my paycheck (which I'll have about another $300) I was planning on spending some of the money and have a party and even let James invite some of his friends (like Jake, Tyler, Scott, and maybe even Nick), but unfortunately I guess that won't be necessary...at least as of the moment. I do know though, that no matter what, with my first paycheck I'm definitely going to be drinking (alone or not), and I know I'm also going to get high as fuck because I deserve it. I deserve to spend my money on me for once instead of on other people, people that don't even appreciate the things I do. I also deserve to have some fun...which I know I will be doing that-which I haven't done since I had my eclipse.